Damaged Thoughts lyrics

[Intro]
Still in the field, uh
Still in the field, I ain't doin no hidin' n*gga, uh, uh

[Verse]
Jump in the coupe, finna take me a ride
Turn up the music, a lot on my mind
My n*gga ain't make it, it's makin' me cry
Still slidin' on opps, tryna make one die
Was down on my di*k, they ain't offer me help
Depression took over, ain't feelin' myself
Granny said I got her, I need nobody else
Got the fye on me now, it's concealed by the belt
Told my cousin, I'm coolin', you know I'm a soldier
Don't worry 'bout me, hope I'm here when it's over
I don't want the scat, but I might get the Rover
Abusin' codeine, dropped a eighth in my soda
She callin' and textin', want me to come over
She know I'm a gunna, feel safe when I hold her
Quit lookin' for love ever since I got older
With her I feel different, I finally had told her
They want me to die, and they want me arrested
Glizzy on me, I still post in my section
Gunners with me, they make sure I'm protected
Got the drop when we spinned, with them bodies we selfish
We gon' bump heads if we all outside
Tell the opps don't tell when you n*ggas start dyin'
Want a few n*ggas, dead I'ma say 'bout nine
Finna go on a spree, won't waste no time
Go down for a M, and these n*ggas start tellin'
My daddy a gangsta', I grew up round felons
Ain't trustin' nobody, my trust in my weapon
My brother had died, hope he made it to heaven
Double tappin' the Glock, this b*tch empty in seconds
Protectin' my heart, the inside of me damaged
I'm playin' my part, know these b*tches be messy
Blood on the streets, n*ggas know it get deadly
Spendin' money on guns, could've bought me a chevy
I ain't duckin' no rec, tell them n*ggas we ready
Used to spin with a tech, all them n*ggas was scary
Was thuggin' at 10, lookin' up to my daddy
Lovin' them Glocks, on the back put switches
Still on the road, on the road to the riches
Flew out of town, need a break from the trenches
Million dollar n*gga, gotta change how I'm livin'
I picture me rich, and they picture me murdered
I'm smokin' exotic, in love with the purple
Send them gunna's to spin, and they comin' to dirt you
Get killed for the free, even though this sh*t personal
Still’ll pull up myself when they p*ssin' me off
Brodie told me to chill, I'm becomin' a boss
Due for a win, it was loss after loss
Pay for that body, no matter the cost
Pay for that body, no matter the cost
Ride for your brother, that’s what I was taught
Fightin' depression, them battles I fought
The way I been feelin’, I know it’s my fault
Hard to be happy, too lost in my thoughts
Go to see the reaper he just wanna talk
Ain’t ridin' for bro then we droppin' you off
Name on the list then we knockin' 'em off
Kept it real since the start, I ain’t show 'em a flaw
He got hit in his leg so it f*ck with his walk
Heard he died from that talkin' now tell him to talk
Blood all red but he got white chalked
Told on his mans soon as they got caught
On a hit by myself, won’t say what I say
If I ever stop spinnin’ them bodies gettin’ bought