Faded lyrics

[Verse]
Should I just stay faded out here, staring at the sidewalk?
Trip over my own feet, feels like a bad dream
You could keep screaming at me, tell me I deserve this
Look at where art got me, suddenly I can't breathe
Wheels are twisting and turning, I don't know why
But I feel like I'm floating, I'm so damn high
And I'm numb, everyone I loved moved on without me
I should be over it but I'm not, seeing you act like you're so damn hot

[Chorus]
Everyone can know who you really are, love
Instead, I catch you staring and I wish that I could fade away
Fade away
Wish I nevеr stayed
So I could really fade away
Fadе away
Cross a line to another state of mind
And put off feeling 'til another day
When I can finally fade away
Aah, aah, aah

[Bridge]
Detrimental to my mental health
I should probably kill myself
In order for you to see or believe that something's wrong with me
I got a pistol in my pocket, a blade lodged in my brain
It's the only thing that really numbs all of the pain
Mais c'est comme ça que 'la vie est
I don't want to play the victim, but I'm hardly a survivor
And I'm sorry love, but someday you've to pay the Pied Piper
If you didn't want them all to know, you should've held me tighter
Finally, it's clear that I was never your desire
[Chorus]
And when I catch you staring I still wish that I could fade away
Fade away
Wish I never stayed
So I could make you fade away
Fade away
Cross a line to another state of mind
And put off feeling 'til another day
'Til your memory finally fades away