DEATHWISH! lyrics

[Chorus: UpVampin]
I still get nightmares
All my life, I've been wanting to go to better places
She will forever haunt me
I get so sick of this f*cking world and all this bullsh*t
So I put a gun against my head
Shoot myself and I'll be dead
Yeah, this world's so f*cking fake
There's no one that really cares
I'm so sick of this bullsh*t
Every day, I wake up thinkin' "I don't wanna do this"
Shut the f*ck up, I don't wanna talk
I wanna lay in my bed and sleep instead
I'm so sick, I got problems in my head
I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end
Yeah, yeah
I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end

[Verse: Clover!]
Hate to see you leave, I'm not good at goodbyes
I got trust issuеs, yeah, I'm tired of lies
So еxhausted, girl, you can see it in my eyes
Better off alone, you're a waste of my time
Yeah, every day I hate myself, don't wanna be here
Yeah, I'm too scared, runnin' from the things that I fear
Yeah, I'm poppin' all these pills just so I can see clear
Yeah, you ruined my head, I don't wanna see you near
Don't ever call, yeah, I know I hate myself, but I still got it all
Dying in my bed, demons listen as I fall
Fall in love with the idea of runnin' away
Smile on my face, but wanna kill myself every day
Yeah, I want someone to stay
Rot in my bed with the thoughts in my brain
Yeah, you watch me as I go insane
Hate you so much, but I'm glad you came
[Chorus: UpVampin]
All my life, I've been wanting to go to better places (I still get nightmares)
I get so sick of this f*cking world and all this bullsh*t (She will forever haunt me)
So I put a gun against my head
Shoot myself and I'll be dead
Yeah, this world's so f*cking fake
There's no one that really cares
I'm so sick of this bullsh*t
Every day, I wake up thinkin' "I don't wanna do this"
Shut the f*ck up, I don't wanna talk
I wanna lay in my bed and sleep instead
I'm so sick, I got problems in my head
I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end
Yeah, yeah
I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end