sores lyrics

[Intro]
(probelad)

[Free Verse]
Stuck in my head, wish I was dead
I can't do nothing to see you again
Lost in all of my emotions
Gave it all up, but at least I was hoping
At least I tried, I cried
At that look in your eyes when you died
I tried my hardest to keep it inside
But I still can't stop all the tears in my eyes
As I breathe in, then breathe out
Had to accept that it's over
And I haven't felt like myself since October
And I felt my heart fall apart, beating slower
I told you a million times to stay sober
I got nothing left but to give up
Yeah, I'm hurting and tired of love
All I need is a hand and a gun
And I distance myself from the violence
But it's hard to live life in the silence
All alone in my room and I'm crying
Yeah, I'm leaving my tears on the floor
I don't know who I am anymore
Razor blades leave a feeling in myself, in the source
There's a dark, empty hole in my core
But it sucks that my life's not important
I'm hurting, this torment and burdens weighing down on my chest
I know I'm not the best, but I'm just trying hard to impress
I feel so worthless, fine on the surface
But deep down, I'm crying for help, no one heard it
Now it says love is defined by the things that don't matter
Like money and designer purses
Now I'm left in my room, screaming curses
Don't care 'bout nothing, I lost all my purpose years ago
I lost the other half of my soul
Now I'm stuck here with nothing to hold
By myself with all the thoughts in my head
Never thought I'd end up stranded again
No, we never had control at the end
No, no, no
Life's not up to us, we're not worth enough
I don't give a f*ck, where's all of my love?
Our mind isn't real, if it was, then I'd be fine
But I swear, I never heal, no, what happened to time?
Here I am, all alone, don't have a friend
Treating everyone with kindness, but they throw me in a can
Treat 'em all with love, but they never give a f*ck
Yeah, they say I'm not enough, but Goddamn, I'm just a man, no
Yeah, I'm just a single person in the world that's filled with hatred
And a world that's always hatin'
The damage ain't regretted, and soon
Yeah, I did all that I could do
This the message just for you, I really hope that you'll be proud of me
I hope you're watching down on me
Everyone's fine, girl, just give me all my time
I'll be with you soon, baby, don't leave me behind now