Watching The Second Hand lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm not sure whether or not
I can be what you want me to be
I'm not even sure whether or not
I can be what I want from me

[Verse 2]
Cracks in walls harboring
Regrets and jealousy
Those paint coats
They just don't seem to be working

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm not going to be the one who
Who says everything is fine when it just is not at all
Who says I'm right behind you just as I fall

[Chorus]
So here's the part where we get personal
The part where I tell you how I feel
I am so scared
What will you do with that information
I want so desperately
To say what I think
I am not blessed with those
Words yet