Thought I had it map out lyrics
by YOUNG DIAMOND
Thought i had my whole life planed out
But it funny how things don't always turn
The way you want it to be
Like n*gga all i wanted to do was me
Like i thought i would have it all map up
Inside of me like
Damn
Tell me how my vision suppose to be
I thought i had it plan out
But my plan wasn't me
I thought i had my vision
To be somebody in society
Somebody wealthier
Somebody with a lot of money
Like damn
Why the hell i'm still broke n*gga
Why the hell i'm still here n*gga
I thought i plan out my life better
Man
I thought i knew it all n*gga
But the devil looking for me n*gga
I thought i had it map out
n*gga
I thought i knew everything
Even if people tell me
Smart
I still don't know nothing n*gga
I think i know i got the world in my hand
But its a trap my n*gga
(gasp)
See the way that they trap us
I'm trying to do it so good
n*gga
I'm feeling in a trap n*gga
I thought i had it map out
I thought i had it figure it out
I thought i had a vision
I thought i had a mission
Aye
If i only knew better
I thought i was the smartest person on earth
But damn
I don't know n*gga
I got regrets
Man i thought i had it plan out
Cause i know the system f*cked up
Now look at me
They have me trance
Like damn
They have me on a lock
n*gga
I'm trying to get out n*gga
My brain is stuck n*gga
I'm on pause
n*gga
What should i do my n*gga
Hope everything alright n*gga
I'm feeling the pain my n*gga
The system caught up with me
And why the hell i let them
Caught up with me
If i kept my hustle
And i kept on moving
If i kept on working
I kept on adding
They would never hold me back
Cause they won't stop me
Cause i keep making moves
And i keep confusing them
You gotta confuse them
But no
I relax and waste my life
I let them figure me out
And then strike me
I let them catch me
I let them destroy me
Why the hell i let the system work on me
Like
f*ck
n*gga
If i only knew better n*gga
Hope my life will be better
n*gga
I let them caught me in a trend
n*gga
Now i'm stuck my n*gga
Like damn
I'm feeling worthless n*gga
I'm feeling stress my n*gga
My life ain't going the way i plan it
I thought i had it all
But i don't know sh*t
n*gga
f*ck
n*gga