The War Was With Myself lyrics

[Verse]
The war was with myself
But you was in the middle
Getting hit with the crossfire, hands in the air, and hauling down flags
The war was with myself
And I just kept shooting
When you was tryna help me, lay down my arms and give up the fight
The war was with myself
But you're the one who's bloody
I miss how you'd love me when no one else would, how you'd stick around
The war was with myself
But your tourniquet needs changing
And I don't have the strength to doctor you up the way that you would me
This war is with myself
Oh, my God, I can't beat him
I'm not worthy of your help, put me on the shelf like everybody else
'Cause this war is with myself
Yeah, the war is with myself
And you still in the middle, hands in the air, and hauling down flags
But the war was with myself