Starduhst lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah

[Chorus]
I wanna be stardust, turn me into ashes
Take the memories we have and put 'em in a casket
We built a house out of cards and they all fell down (And they all fell down)
Now my bed's too big and this room's so cold
How I'm 'posed to tell my mom I don't want this no more?
'Cause I don't
Momma, I don't wanna grow old (Momma, I don't wanna grow)

[Verse]
f*ckin' heart's broke bad, kid, you did this to yourself
People tryna give you help and you tell them all to go
You alone
Momma, I just wanna go home (Momma, I'm tryna come home)
I never got a call back, I deserved all that
If I could do it all again, I would listen to you laugh
It's all my fault
I'm sorry, momma, I don't wanna talk (Sorry, momma, I hate talkin')
Uh, and now it's just me
And trust me, I'm tryna breathe, but I'm still adjusting, so it's hard
So hard to catch my breath (Breath, breath)
And, so I breathe in, and I breathe out
And I'm takin' drugs, I'll never sleep now, so I'm tired
Momma, I don't wanna wake up (Momma, I don't wanna wake up)
'Cause if I do, then I'm done dreamin'
And back to fightin' demons
I lost my mind, momma, tell me, have you seen it? (Momma, tell me, have you seen it?)
I wonder if it's out there breakin' with my heart (And is it breakin' with my heart?)
Say it's not, someone tell me I'm okay
Someone tell me I'm gon' live and we gon' see another day
Someone tell me that I'm fine (Someone tell me that I'm fine)
And everything gon' be alright (Everything gon' be alright)
[Chorus]
I wanna be stardust, turn me into ashes
Take the memories we have and put 'em in a casket
We built a house out of cards and they all fell down
And now my bed's too big and this room's so cold
How I'm 'posed to tell my mom I don't want this no more?
But I don't
Momma, I don't wanna grow old