Shiny White Starlet lyrics

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You make it look easy
Your hand on my knee and I look at you softly
We both know we're nothing
You touch me on my neck
I knew that I'd regret smiling back at you
I wish that I had you
Saw you on a Tuesday
Broke down at the station
Whenever I'm ready
You keep me waiting
I hope that you're sorry
Sorry you wasted
Two years of my life
Hoping you'd change your mind
And I know that it's complicated
You love her forever
Yet you're not together
But I'm here in your city
I want you to take me
You tell them we're just friends
I think that your faking
You cried on our friends couch
Saying you messed up
Didn't say what for
Probably best if you never had told me
It's making me lose sleep
The way that you said it
Promise you meant it?
'Cause I sat on the curbside
Wondering why I let you slip away
I had you that day way back in October
You had just asked me
Asked me to choose the
Girl you would stay with
I told you the latter
I wish I was selfish
Maybe I'd be happy if I just took it
And we'd have an apartment
Move in, in our twenties
In New York City
It's all a daydream
'Cause you made your decision
I watched and I listened
Write my diary entries while dying and empty
Never felt your embrace, It’ll stay that way
As long as I know you
I'll never escape the thought of us, darling
You shiny white starlet