The new me really on some bullsh*t
The old me probably let it slide
I've been sinking word to loose lips
I ain't got nowhere left to hide
Caught feelings now I'm caught up like i'm binge watching
Can't act a fool around you baby 'cause my friends watching
I'm more like fish in a puddle lately I been flopping
Watching rappers with jewelry bouncing they Benz hopping
I'm way too comfortable I know that all too well
I used to rap into my 3GS and listen on my dell
Now I got, a room that's all for music keep it to myself
I couldn't possibly exist no more if my sh*t didn't sell
'Cause I'm sad when i'm successful
Suicidal when i'm not
I built a world inside my head
But couldn't keep track of the plot
I hear voices without meaning
Meant to vocalize my thoughts
But I got hypnotized
And panic eyed when I looked at the clock
I'm running out of time, wishing I could run it back
I ain't on drugs but really all my new sh*t wack
Remember that
The many eyed monster, God took form for mortal men
I just ignored the looks she gave me
Focused on the racks, amen