Skull lyrics

[Intro]
I could probably never admit this to anyone else but you
But back in like 2001
I wanted to kill you

[Verse]
I turnt up when I heard the crash
But in the next few frames that followed
I turnt all the way down like slow motion
Like time and space got swallowed
And I believe every moment is meaningful, even if just for a second
And every second counts when you watch the clock from inside of the wreckage
Two in the mornin', I was outside your buildin' in the back of a taxi
And over on the corner next to the record store, we saw an accident happen
Of course it stole my focus
Cold as the wind, I'm frozen, motionless
I don't remember if I showed emotion
Just autotune and sing those notes
Was almost twenty years ago, long time ago
Sometimes I try to block it out my mind, but then decide to show
Those glimpses of violence on the insides of my eyelids
I still hear it in my head, I can see it, still can't describe it
See the cab driver fumble with his flip phone, tryin' to hit 911
You know the cops are gonna come
Like what the f*ck? The one time I've ever carried a gun
This ain't even my gun, what the hell did you put in this flask?
Who the f*ck do you think that you are with your scary ass?
Wishin' that you could bury it in the trash
Smash that four-door Ford sedan into an F-150
Bright red blood in the fresh white snow and my breath got sticky
I was on the verge of cryin', but this ain't my time to work it out, no
I'm tryin' to find a way to help out, but I'm nervous that I don't know how to
And I'm sure I heard a voice come from the inside of the car
So I'm pullin' on the handle tryin' to pry the door ajar
Lookin' through the window, I don't see anybody movin'
The noise I heard was the radio, there's nothing there but music
It was no surprise when I recognized y'all drew a crowd 'round
And everybody so quiet, it felt like the song was stupid loud now
Kick, bass, and snare, I swear that to this day, when I close my eyes
I thank whomever can hear these tears, 'cause that's the night that one of us was supposed to die