My conclusion lyrics

[Intro: b9rka]
(Dear God, I want to lay before You all that weighs heavy on my heart. Reveal even the sin I am not aware of, Lord. I lay these at Your feet and pray for Your forgiveness)

[Chorus: b9rka]
I know i will die in my near future
Poison inside my veins and its like sollution
I think i should cut my veins and then i will go insane
Cause theres nothing that can save me and my stupid emo brain

I know i will die in my near future
Poison inside my veins and its like sollution
Yeah im stuck in stupid game
Yeah i hate ur stupid name
Yеah i know no one can save me and im stupid еmo lame

[Verse: b9rka]
Feel me
Paint me
Touch me
Heal me
Find me
Call me
Steal me
Kill me

[Chorus: b9rka]
I know i will die in my near future
Poison inside my veins and its like solution
And my f*cking life like a big illusion
Sorry i would rather die and thats my conclusion
[Verse: xnti]
Look at my stupid face
Tell me when im f*cking dead
Its all an illusion, i know youre f*cking fake
Spend a hundred racks on me
Its all cash, its all fake
Was it proven that ur real?
Was it proven that you will?

I think ima disappear
In my dreams ima yell
I can't be saved im just a stupid girl
(i think ima disappear
In my dreams ima yell
I think stupid stupid girl
In my dreams stupid girl)

[Outro: xnti]
(yeah ive been feeling fake in my dreams
I wanna tell you i love you but its not real)[x2]