Suicide lyrics

[Intro]
THERE'S A GOD IN YOU

[Verse 1]
Uh, Looking up in the sky
And ask god why?
Why would he put us on the earth if we are just gonna to die?
Don't be surprised when the people that you love tell a lie right in your eye
Road to my n*gga in a pen
He replied with a my dear friend
This the beginning of the air
Five years gone and I am left for ten
Ridin', slidin', slope down show
Don't blame me for not loving a hoe
Anything tell you this, excess is a lonely road
Hurt from the pains, slit my wrists
And a blunt starts to drain, and I can't see sh*t
Vision hitting the [?], so I pass out quick, I hate my life so f*ck this sh*t
Road, [?]
Harshed out and I couldn't breathe, [?] i tell my mom no more
I am suicidal, I grip the bible
Only good teen, but alot of fight through
Stuck in the dark, swimming with sharks
Bound myself alone in the park
Blunts sparked and I am chillin'
For every little breeze and I am a villain
The structure is killin', dying inside, cuz' something is missing, now listen
I life full of greed, is a life full of hate, I am willing to risk and I am willing to take
I have been through some sh*t, so f*ck what you say
All of my n*ggas are down for the day
So pray
Just pray
Pray
Just pray