Jealous lyrics

[Verse 1: Blade and Bath]
My heart hurts every time
I see them laughing
I want to gouge out my eyes
So I can't see them happy

[Verse 2: Decalius]
Jealousy eats me from the inside
No one beside...
Misery has become my only friend
Soon is my end

[Verse 3: Blade and Bath]
I rot in my loneliness
I’m in the crowd but no one cares
I'm like a ghost
I'm invisible...

[Verse 4: Decalius]
Loneliness has f*cked up my poor brain
Oh this pain...
Everything has lost its meaning
I’m only dreaming
Of taking my life and someone with me