Save Myself lyrics

[Verse 1]
I don’t want to remember my crumpled bed
How in the dark, I would get so depressed
How you left like a ghost, no words said
Our story ended, no need to be stressed
Just sit with me and talk to me
I want to remember the snow falling slow
Gentler than usual, in a soft, silent flow
How my soul wanders, naked, on display
Soon the echo of a new day will play
Begin it without me, let me be free

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m too proud to turn back, no retreat
I’m too wounded, yet I crave to live

[Chorus]
Scrubbed it all clean, now back to the fight
You didn’t break me, got dreams still in sight
This love taught me peace, took all my might
I could just save myself and vanish from sight

[Verse 2]
I'll be the way you never desired
I'll achieve with others what you never inspired
I'll sever the last threads holding us tight
Cover my wet eyes, block out the light
I beg you, my past, sit with me, at last
They told me, "Don’t cry, don’t be a fool
You got shot down, and you still talk of love”
What love, if you’re heartless and cruel
My soul’s an ocean, yours is a shallow shove
This is a happy end, you can’t be my friend
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m too strong to fall and not repeat
It’s time to rise, have so much to give

[Chorus]
Scrubbed it all clean, now back to the fight
You didn’t break me, got dreams still in sight
This love taught me peace, took all my might
I could just save myself and vanish from sight

[Bridge]
In another life, if fate decides
And swaps our roles high above
I’ll promise you my heart inside
But give you a cold stone, not love
Lying on tiles at night, so sore
Swallowing pills, seething with blame
You’ll love me deeply, even more
And hate me with passion just the same

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m too brave to stray from my track
I’m too loyal to love someone new
I’m too strong not to have my back
Goodbye, forgive, I crave life anew
[Chorus]
Scrubbed it all clean, now back to the fight
You didn’t break me, got dreams still in sight
This love taught me peace, took all my might
I could just save myself and vanish from sight

[Outro]
Man, what did I do to deserve that?
I am a lost cause in your combat
Reaching power made me weak but
Oh you’ll always remain my secret