doomscroll blues lyrics

[Verse 1]
I wake up with a burden on my chest, no rest
Anxiety been tap-dancing, stomping on my neck
Check my phone, my life, and my worth in the likes
If they ain’t clickin’, do I even exist in the light?
Double tap, swipe left, yeah, my soul on display
But these filters never fix what the mirror gotta say
I been fightin’ with myself like I got beef in the past
Every win feel like a loss when it ain’t built to last

[Chorus]
f*ck me, f*ck you, f*ck the world, f*ck the rules
They sellin’ lies in the news, what should I do?
I run, yeah, I hidе, yeah, I drown, yeah, I climb
I been searchin’ for mysеlf in a place I’ll never find

[Verse 2]
Everybody flexin’, but nobody got direction
Watchin’ trends shift while I battle depression
What’s the price of peace or validation?
“Love yourself,” but you don’t fit the presentation
I been workin’, grindin’, stretchin’ out my soul
Tryna turn my pain to gold, but I feel like a ghost
Tell me, “Touch some grass,” like the sh*t ain’t real
Like my trauma just a phase, my scars gotta heal
[Chorus]
f*ck me, f*ck you, f*ck the world, f*ck the rules
They sellin’ lies in the news, what should I do?
I run, yeah, I hide, yeah, I drown, yeah, I climb
I been searchin’ for myself in a place I’ll never find

[Bridge]
Phone dry, mind loud, drownin’ in the sounds
Unhear the echoes of the things I never found
Friends fake, heart cold, I still pick up the weight
Carry sh*t that ain’t mine to keep my name straight

[Verse 3]
I been tryna shake the devil, he knows me too well
Took my faith, my love, left me here in this hell
Man, my ex movin’ on, and my friends outta sight
I been stuck in the middle of the day and the night
The world keep spinnin’, but my mind in a freeze
They preach self-love, they judge when you bleed
So I sit, take a breath, write a verse, light a flame
Middle fingers to the sky, we all playin’ the game

[Outro]
f*ck me, f*ck you, f*ck the pain, f*ck the fear
If I scream, would they hear or scroll past the tears?
I fight, yeah, I try, yeah, I break, yeah, I fly
Maybe one day I’ll escape, one day I’ll survive