I’m f*cking Alone lyrics

I spend the weekend with my family up in Michigan
Picking at warts and trying not to think of her again
I tell myself I'm normal and I'm not too old to dream
So many people in this world but no one's what they seem

I don't need you go away
But I need someone, but I don't wanna go out and play
Cause I'm no fun

I'm living in loneliness
It's fine
No one to deal with me a waste of time
I would love to connect with myself
Than it seems then anybody else

And I can't believe
I'm f*cking alone
I'll meet me tonight
I'll treat myself right
And I'll take me home
Where I can be togethеr
And honestly, I am f*cking alone
Pick the toys from thе shelf
In love with myself
Pretending happily ever after
I go to grocery and I know I am gonna see her there
(sl*t) Looking for hummus and I tell her that I like her hair
(Whore) Instant connection as we meet inside the bathroom stall
(creep) Or was that porno 'cause it didn't go that way at all

And I can't get her off my brain
I just need someone
Help me what am I again
So lets have some fun

I thought I loved her better
This time god damn I really wish it's her
Reality is never the same I saw it in my mind

And I can't believe
I'm f*cking alone
I'll meet me tonight
I'll treat myself right
And I'll take me home
Where I can be together
And honestly, I am f*cking alone
Pick the toys from the shelf
In love with myself
Pretending happily ever after

I need somebody
Not anybody
You owe me nothing
You are only f*cking
I wish you love me
Why don't you love me
Ohh if only, I wasn't lonely
It is so unhealthy
It's narcissistic
I'm co-dependent
It is so pathetic and I can see now that I am toxic

So let me be now or you will regret it [x3]

And I can't believe
I'm f*cking alone
I'll meet me tonight
I'll treat myself right
And I'll take me home
Where I can be together
And honestly, I am f*cking alone
Pick the toys from the shelf
In love with myself
Pretending happily ever after