Psych Ward lyrics

(You ain’t ready for this one)
Ayo, Doctor, time to check another motherf*cker in the psych ward
Since I did not know if I can take anything any more
I was bleeding staining the rug with my guts on the floor
I don't even care if people are horrified with my gore
Blood was leaking my body you don't know what's left in store
You don't even understand your visions are an all eyesore
You thought I was gonna make it through all 2024
Meanwhile I'm over here we're about to open up the devil's door
Thеre were holеs inside my pillows I ain’t know what all to do
Since I had to be watched go inside the bathroom just to poo
Looking like a prisoner but instead of orange it’s blue
And I was horrified from my own life than I thought I was doomed
TV there was old as sh*t so there was no sh*t I could do
Cuz everybody wasn't there except for that one woman too
Privacy was gone because that b*tch was sitting outside my room
I did not feel better onlyfelt worse and filled with lots of gloom

Away from home and I'm horrified even more
Cuz I don't know where I'm going in and I don't know whats in store
This is not a fun activity to do when you are bored
And my name is Hella Savage and I'm put in a psych ward for all my motions

And here I’m showing raw emotion
I didn’t care if my own suicide would cause commotion
I don't need no counselor to give me healing potion
So leave me alone get me the hell out of this ocean
I don’t know how it feels to be a child
Don’t know what it's like a genuinely smile
Everything I love is falling to piles
Those who I love all become pedophiles
Seeing that pain in my own father’s eyes
Telling my story and seeing him cry
Telling him how I attempted to die
Telling him how all that love was a lie

Don’t need attention don't need all them tears
Don’t need affection don't need all your fears
Leave them behind and just run out of here
Everyone knows that my hatred is near
Y’all do not know what it feels like to feel
Until you feel something that is too real
Pain’s worse than slipping on banana peels
And on my path there’s no stairway to heal
Ayo doctor, this kid’s still not feeling good and I am really feeling bad
Cuz I had done everything for this guy and he's still really mad
Occasionally he starts to break down and get really sad
And I do not know what to do and this is not making me glad
Heart is breaking back and forth because it's really all we had
He don’t feel at home and this place is so anything but rad
Hearing that pain in his voice is something worse than an iPad
And truly I do not know what to do. He's feeling really bad
Away from home and I'm horrified even more
Cuz I don't know where I'm going in and I don't know whats in store
This is not a fun activity to do when you are bored
And my name is Hella Savage and I'm put in a psych ward for all my motions

And here I’m showing raw emotion
I didn’t care if my own suicide would cause commotion
I don't need no counselor to give me healing potion
So leave me alone get me the hell out of this ocean