Upsetting To See lyrics

You think I’m normal but I’m reckless
Life’s a game of chess, don’t test this
I’m living life as my own kind
And I will leave you all behind
I’m trigger-happy, it gets ugly
Leave me alone or I’ll make this bloody
And I got these voices in my ear
And they’re spitting my own biggest fear

And I know that it’s upsetting to see
But don’t you realize my own life is just upsetting to me
Can’t you see that I wanna kill myself and let you be free
And burn in hell on my own, while you can rest in your peace

And I know that it’s upsetting to see
But don’t you realize my own lifе is just upsetting to me
Can’t you see that I wanna kill myself and lеt you be free
And burn in hell on my own, while you can rest in your peace

I got the weight on my shoulders and the whole world on my back
And I don’t wanna hear your lame excuses so cut the slack
And I am praying for a future while I’m looking for green
But if you f*ck with my peace, then you will know what I mean

And I have lost all control, I can’t be tamed or contained
And I will kill everyone and don’t care of their own peers pains
And I won’t hesitate to shoot a sh*t talker with the smoke
I got Carolina in my veins this ain’t no f*cking joke
So heed my warning, don’t push me to the brink
Cuz when I'll go off like a bomb, you don’t wanna see me sink
And I don’t care if you think that it is upsetting to see
I do not care if it’s upsetting I don’t care about me





And I know that it’s upsetting to see
But don’t you realize my own life is just upsetting to me
Can’t you see that I wanna kill myself and let you be free
And burn in hell on my own, while you can rest in your peace

And I know that it’s upsetting to see
But don’t you realize my own life is just upsetting to me
Can’t you see that I wanna kill myself and let you be free
And burn in hell on my own, while you can rest in your peace