Vassal lyrics

Feelin' like I’m bout to hurl, got my stomach in a swirl
My head's spinning deep in circles like I'm locked up in a whirl
All that Carolina grind, 46 up in my brain
Everything is making me feel like I’m trippin up insane
And I know that life's a game, but I'm playing with a twist
And I'm feeling like a vassal and nobody can resist
Got vitamins for the feelin but they just makin me sick
Got my mind up racing faster than the Carolina whip

Feelin like a vassal (Every day up in my mind I'm feeling like a psycho)
I'm feeling like a vassal (And every second of my life is a repeated cycle)

Yeah, I'm spitting bars, like I'm hurling my guts
And if I showed you my own wrist you’d be surprised with the cuts
And I got b*tches all up in my face asking for all that
But I be looking in the mirror, that Carolina rat
And I wish in my own city I was a king in disguise
But the whole weight of this whole world got me feeling paralyzed
I don’t even ask for a lot so please just leave me alone
I'm begging for my life just let me go and be on my own

Feelin like a vassal (Every day up in my mind I’m feeling like a psycho)
I'm feeling like a vassal (And every second of my life is a repeated cycle)
Feelin like a vassal (Every day up in my mind I'm feeling like a psycho)
I'm feeling like a vassal (And every second of my life is a repeated cycle)
Yeah, back in my home, I be feeling the strain
But all this pressure y’all be puttin takes effect on my brain
And I'm not waiting for that long for my own damn life to cease
Cuz I ain't counting any paper while I'm fighting disease
And I struggle to get up with my own pain in my own chest
And when it's time for me to sleep I never get any rest
So I grip on the wheel tight, can't let my own pressure win
And I don't know what I got myself into but I am in

Feelin like a vassal (Every day up in my mind I'm feeling like a psycho)
I'm feeling like a vassal (And every second of my life is a repeated cycle)