Hope lyrics

(You ain’t ready for this one)

I feel addicted to the wrong things
I don’t think there’s a place on earth that I belong in
I wish that I had some access to all the strong things
Cuz all my hope had disappeared like my belongings

I feel so tired cuz I lost all of my hope
And I’m just counting all the days until I’m smoked
Because I’m running out of reasons I can cope
Imagine being alone, like me, a joke

I'm just really tired of these people making me so sad and everyone just started talking behind my f*cking back i can't really trust no one no more even tho they won't understand for sure

Like that pain that i been dealing with i hope they don't really care if I don't ever exist i wish I was left alone but i really can't find my way home

I’m really sick and tired of being alone
I wish I had access to Percs when on my own
Why is it harder to kill yourself than before
I do not know, but here’s the truth, it’s worth the bones

I wish I had a button on my arm to self destruct
Cuz for 6 years almost every aspect of my life sucked
It’s not like I’ll ever achieve my goals, I’m out of luck
But like I had any so I think I’ll be giving up
I feel addicted to the wrong things
I don’t think there’s a place on earth that I belong in
I wish that I had some access to all the strong things
Cuz all my hope had disappeared like my belongings

I feel so tired cuz I lost all of my hope
And I’m just counting all the days until I’m smoked
Because I’m running out of reasons I can cope
Imagine being alone, like me, a joke