[Verse 1: BVA]
I feel erratic, is this psychosis?
Nah I got some of that off of piff and I smoked it
No joke sh*t, it comes in phases
Sometimes wyle the f*ck out, sometimes grace and behave
Burn away spliffs, I think my brain stopped growin'
Somewhere around where the light signs stopped showin'
My old man always said: "When you're older, you'll be knowin'
How it drives you Insane In The Membrane."
sh*t! I lost my train of thought, I lost my house keys
Lost that bike that I got of fingers or about free
Lost it for a bit heard some people call me 'alchy' but it ain't the drink that really took it out me
I look around to see the side effects
I set a wise of a good reflection of what's inside the head
My mind's been fed, my mind's bled
That's why I can't remember of what the f*ck I just said
[Hook 2x: BVA]
Am I going crazy?
I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe
Beaver's f*cked, is my name's Josh Davey?
Scared to ask myself if it's changed me
So have the drugs changed me?
[Verse 2: BVA]
Everybody thought he was nice, everyone liked him
'Til one day somebody p*ssed him off and he started knifin'
Throw him in the psych bin
Fools, can't you see? I was just trynna be cool, it was you that made it exciting
School for five years with the rich kids on a scholarship
How the f*ck you meant to fit in when you can't bring the dollars with?
At school I was poor, on the bus I was rich
The truth was the first song you think I really give a sh*t
What they think of me? I knew that from day one
Forget the words even though every day is the same song
Pick up the same bong, sniff the same sh*t, tip the same drip down my throat when my life's gone wrong
My mind speaks to me but I've been thinking: "f*ck that di*khead!"
I can't hear him jibbering away when the spliff's red
Doing for the f*ck instead
f*ck an angel in my sin bed
Don't even trust myself like a pinhead
Looking in the mirror like a taxi driver
You're looking at me, punk? Through a cloud of a skunk it isn't me either
Pinched out the bags so that's a fiver
I'm going in on a turn like having sex, driving, holding a screw driver
[Hook 2x: BVA]
Am I going crazy?
I'm talking to myself, I think I may be
Beaver's f*cked, is my name Josh Davey?
Scared to ask myself if it's changed me
So have the drugs changed me?