My thoughts are really bad for you (runaway from me) log #1.5 lyrics

[Verse 1: XXXTENTACION]
(a radio box picks a signal)
(transmission begins)
My thoughts with demons up on the ceiling
tellin me what i should be feelin
I'm trapped in my own damn thoughts
whenever i try to leave it never worked like always
Feeling like im livin in a damn cot
whenever i fall all the demons tell me "you're parents are always told me you're a f*ck up"
Whenever my demons remind me of that i just think to myself what the f*ck am i feeling???

[Verse 2: XXXTENTACION]
My thoughts are always bad whenever i picture me doing something important to my parents
They never believed in me
What did i think? Of them or me?
Of course no one
You never prescribed my life as a real job
You've tormented me
You've tormented me (yaaaaaaahh)
You've tormented me
And now you'll pay, you sick fu--
(transmission ends)

(transmission picks up weakly)
Welcome to my thoughts
My thoughts are really bad for you aren't they kiddo?
Runaway... dont f*cking come back unless you want to dive deep int the rabbit hole I call my mind you little sh*t!