I've been wondering
I've been f*cking wondering
I've been wondering
I've been f*cking wondering
What you said, yeah!
I've been wondering
I've been f*cking wondering
I've been wondering
I've been f*cking wondering
What you said, yeah!
I've been bussin' b*tches
I've been hitting up dealers
Holding straps in traps
But I never made it up to you, (yeah, ay, yeah)
Doing coke and molly
Hope we find the holly
Tryna get together
This f*cking life has me broken, broken, broken
Hope we find some happiness
I've been acting up
Just tryna impress you
Cuz' this sh*t got me stuck
I'm sorry I know I am
I knew I could try harder
I'm sorry mother, I've been trying
I've cut wrists, I've been crying
Contemplation's rest aside
Drugs and Blades f*ck up my side
The sh*t that still haunts me
Is finally catching up
I've been wondering
I've been f*cking wondering
Is this girl a hoe?
Oh, does she love me so? (wish I could, wish I could, yeah, wish, wish)
Wish I could go back
The times i'm in are wack
Its all fading to black
My life's revolving like a track (ayy, yeah, wet)
Never made it big
Never made it quite famous
f*ck the state and f*ck the people
They just wanted to see me fall (yeah)