[Verse 1]
At time like this is when I miss my b*tch
Sit and reminisce
Never disrespect you quick you too legit
I'm in the bottom sliding high and gliding
Man I swear I hope I f*cking find you
Drowning bleach within my eyelids
See, this is what I get, for f*cking with your heart
Instead of putting you through all this nonsense
Labels wanna sign me now when they said I wouldn't
Amount to sh*t
Now how I'm 18 and f*cking groupies in hoopties when I was broke as f*ck in my momma's crib
Doing this oh so nonchalant
Doing drugs in apartment beds
So profound we off this sh*t but back to you
I'm staring at the man up in the mirror but I couldn't see him
We clear that I'm clearly lonely
And sittin' you clearly know me
You get it but where my conscious at?
Where was you when I overdosed
Nearly catchin' a heart attack
Lowkey I be off Percocets
Just to numb all them b*tches
Just to see all them living this
Hate this life how I'm living it
Mom's Jehovah Witnesses
Pops ain't never seeing him
Clout I never cared for it
[Chorus]
And if I die just know that sh*t was my pride
Or maybe the lean in my left kidney inside of me
Ay, f*ck that n*gga, f*ck that n*gga
f*ck you, Isaiah, ay
Ay, f*ck that
And if I die just know that sh*t was my pride
Or probably this lean in my left kidney inside
f*ck that n*gga
Ay, f*ck that man in the mirror
And f*ck Isaiah who is you
f*ck that man in the mirror
Like f*ck Isaiah who is you
[Verse 2]
And now it kills me inside
But I stay quiet I can croft the sadness
As long as you happy I'm vibin' as long as you smilin' I'm breathin'
And I know I can't be your keeper
But these secrets they just like slit skin
Throw alcohol on in my gash when you clean it
I'm scheming for riches no disrespect but you my b*tch
I disrespect the cash made quick sh*t
I just love you till the end
Until the world falls and we burn in a deep hell and abyss
And from the devil, I hope you love my potion just get a lick
Give me chances within' the candle to spark it and get it lit
But like f*ck it you had to dip
And in the end, I look like a b*tch cause I couldn't love you legit
In the end, I look like a b*tch cause I couldn't love you legit
f*ck
[Chorus]
And if I die just know that sh*t was my pride
Or maybe the lean in my left kidney inside of me
Ay, f*ck that n*gga, f*ck that n*gga
f*ck you, Isaiah, ay
Ay, f*ck that
And if I die just know that sh*t was my pride
Or probably this lean in my left kidney inside
f*ck that n*gga
Ay, f*ck that man in the mirror
And f*ck Isaiah who is you
f*ck that man in the mirror
Like f*ck Isaiah who is you