They'll only love me when i'm dead
Destructive thoughts in my head
All alone, 3 am
Blood all on my bed x2
None of you will understand
Please don't mourn me when i'm gone
Finna die because it's planned
Life slippin' i'm not strong
Blade firmly in my hand
Gotta go i'm not the one
Popped pills, i can't stand
f*ck life, i'm done
And i know that she never loved me (loved me)
How the f*ck could somebody love me? (love me)
I got scars, on my arms, on my heart (they're f*cking ugly)
I hate these b*tches, man, they made me fall apart (i'm f*ckin' broken)
They'll only love me when i'm dead
Destructive thoughts in my head
All alone, 3 am
Blood all on my bed x2
I don't wanna be alive
All our lives are f*ckin lies
Do anything just to die
Let me go, don't cry
It's 3 am don't cry
It's 3 am don't die x3