Taking me home lyrics

I remember going around in my town and I seen 4 n*ggas hit the ground. One was shot in the head, I didn't have to guess if he was dead. The second stab in seconds he didn’t have a second to think then he blink and I swear somehow I knew his Soul wasn't there. so I left the prayer but that scene still haunt me in my dreams even those scream when his friends plead this can't be still bothers me. let’s move on, I tell you about the third one I was on a run having fun but here the bullets come I duck then I look to see if I can book. I seriously wish I didn't look it took a little piece of me to see that scene to see that n*gga bleed, he couldn't breathe then a bullet took his head in front of me. I said, "this ain't going to be me." so I flea but the fourth was a tragedy. he got killed in front of his family. His daughter crying, while a piece of his wife is dying ,and his mom lying on the ground asking God to "take me instead I know you know what's best but please don't put my son to rest." that whole scene was a f*cking mess. another n*gga dead with a bullet in his head while he lay in his car instead. I just said "another week? I can't believe it's a murderer every week. I can’t believe I can’t go a week without another dead body in front of me." It's sad to see a soul leave weekly. But that’s the life in America for a n*gga either you live by the trigger or the trigger live by you is sad but it's true the life of a n*gga is always blue cuz you live with no clue who might kill you but if I know at any time my life can go I just go with the flow cuz only God knows when he's taking me home