FAST///SLOW lyrics

[Verse]
Sometimes I f*cking hate breathing
Know it takes some time, can't fix this sh*t in just an evening
But damn I hate this feeling, just to wake up, need a reason
Hate being so angry, damn I hate me, knuckles bleeding
Lose my voice up on these tracks just so I can release it
And sometimes I feel happy, it's deceiving
'Cause it don't take much time until I'm right back to depleting
Damn I hate this hurt, I hate this earth, man y'all can keep it
'cause ain't no way I'll be happy alive with all these demons
I wanna take my f*cking life
But even though this would be over, I can't make my family cry
Don't what else I can do at this point except just ask why?
What the f*ck did my ass do to deserve the sh*t in my life?
Maybe I'm a piece of sh*t and I'm just lying to myself
I can't even love me, how I expect it from someone else?
They say money can't buy happiness, so I don't want the wealth
I just wanna be fulfilled, I'm sick of feeling overwhelmed

[Hook]
Don't know if I wanna die fast, or die slow
Long as I die, I hate this life, that's all that I know
I just want my mind back, the one that I know
Don't know myself, I need some help, I'm on a tightrope
Don't know if I wanna die fast, or die slow
Long as I die, I hate this life, that's all that I know
I just want my mind back, the one that I know
f*ck this sh*t, I hate this sh*t, I'm on a tightrope