P.S.N. lyrics

[Verse I]
At the end of the day, we all born to die
So let me grab my quill like a porcupine
Tell you bout my last day on this crazy Earth
Always knew that I'd go early, burdened with a curse
See back when most kids were worried bout a faster bike
I was a loner, sitting, planning for the afterlife
I guess I never really had the want to be alive
Had two attempts under my belt before I learned to drive
And even whеn life felt cool as f*ck, I always found a way to screw it up
This typе of heartache, it ain't new to us
It's almost like the world is teasing me
I think immediately, I was a fool for thinking life would swing by easily
Misery loves company
And I'm a regular visitor to the rough country
I'm sorry if you all find this and be appalled
Just want y'all to see where my brain at 'fore it's on the wall

[Chorus]
Who am I? just a man on the verge of suicide
Here to tell you there's no need praying for me, because nobody's listening
Who am I? just a man on the verge of suicide
Here to tell you there's no need praying for me, I'm already d-e-a-d

[Verse II]
Dressed in all black cause I been ready to die
And if I tell you any different I'm telling a lie
I started preparing back at the age of six
So don't sit back and wonder how it ever came to this
It ain't your fault, I want you to know that, cause I'm a man with his own decisions
Ain't been to surgery, but on my skin you see incisions
The pain ain't hurting me, moreso reminds me I'm still breathing
It ain't enough like a baby teething
I can hear you through the speakers yelling, "Get that help!"
Nobody really understands the young black male
And I ain't got the funds so that ship has sailed
But I don't want you saying mom and dad failed
I been lost in a dark cloud all my life
Feeling mine is a worthy sacrifice
Sometimes you just know when it's time to go
This ain't a song, it's a suicide note
[Chorus]
Who am I? just a man on the verge of suicide
Here to tell you there's no need praying for me, because nobody's listening
Who am I? just a man on the verge of suicide
Here to tell you there's no need praying for me, I'm already d-e-a-d
Who am I? just a man on the verge of suicide
Here to tell you there's no need praying for me, because nobody's listening
Who am I? just a man on the verge of suicide
Here to tell you there's no need praying for me, I'm already d-e-a-d
Who am I? just a man on the verge of suicide
Here to tell you there's no need praying for me, because nobody's listening
Who am I? just a man on the verge of suicide
Here to tell you there's no need praying for me, I'm already d-e-a-d