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[Intro]
bast*rds

[Verse 1]
Hanging by a string like, "Damn, I wish it wasn't you"
Praying for a leaf, I know it's never coming through
Feeling all my organs turning black
Everything about me, watch it pass away from here
I owed you what's so dear
Shouldn't be here with me 'cause
I'm a f*cking hypocrite, I'm such a piece of sh*t
I'm a manipulative liar, I just f*cking slit my wrists
Just leave me hanging from the ceiling 'til I'm bleeding from my lips
I said if they don't plan it out until I finally commit (Uh-huh, uh-huh)

[Verse 2]
Lately, I've been really thinking
Maybe when I'll find the end
God will probably help him fix it
Now I'm eternally wishing
At least I never cut my way
Tantalizing every day
Losing every bit of strain
Can't hold on