i just wanted to be yours lyrics

[Intro]
Who the f*ck gave you—
bast*rds

[Chorus: bunii]
Swear that I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
But when I drop, they love it
See the ring, look, pus*y, kiss it (Oh)

[Verse 1: bunii]
They love me more than I f*ck with myself, it's insane
I know they're mortified, I wanna blow out my brain
Treat me like Coraline, take out my eyes and I'll stay
I'm feeling more alive

[Chorus: bunii]
I swear to God that I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
When I drop, they love it
See the ring, look, pus*y, kiss it
But they don't read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen (Sick bast*rd)

[Verse 2: bunii]
No, I can't sleep at all
I dream of you when I wake
I let you keep it all
You planted it in my brain
I scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games
So if you see me, call
But I won't answer
I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
No, I can't keep standing when I'm bleeding in the kitchen
[Bridge: bunii]
One more day is all I need
Just to make me through the week
It's the same, it all repeats
Say a prayer before I leave
She told me to tell her, I can't find out where to start
Say you love me up and down but you don't treat me like you are

[Verse 3: bunii]
Said her favorite song of mine is probably "galore"
'Cause when the metal's on my wrist, it doesn't leave it sore
You said I was the only one, I've heard that one before
You don't gotta love me, I just wanted to be yours
That's the thing I hate
I can't break away

[Chorus: bunii]
'Cause, damn it, I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
But when I drop, they love it
See the ring, look, pus*y, kiss it
But they don't read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

[Verse 4: bunii]
When they see me on that stage, I pray they understand the vision
I'ma paint my bedroom red so they can't see how I've been living
Love the rosaries, I count the beads then I proceed with sinning
I know your home is just a house to me so, baby, what's the difference?
I'll communicate at the best of my ability
I was way too late, now you're hiding what you feel of me
So I'll play your games, pass the time, you’re slowly killing me
So I lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching
[Chorus: bunii]
I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
When I drop, they love it
See the ring, look, pus*y, kiss it
But they don't read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

[Bridge: bunii]
One more day is all I need
Just to make me through the week
It's the same, it all repeats
Say a prayer before I leave
Said her favorite song of mine is probably "galore"
'Cause when the metal's on my wrist it doesn't le— (Sick bast*rd)

[Outro: bunii]
No, I can't sleep at all
I dream of you when I wake
I let you keep it all
You planted it in my brain
You said I was the only one, I've heard that one before
You don't gotta love me, I just wanted to be yours (Wings—, Wings—)
You said I was the only one, I've heard that one before
You don't gotta love me, I just wanted to be yours (Haha)
(You're honestly so f*cking stupid)