Best of Me lyrics

[Verse 1]
It's not your fault
It's not your fault that I turned out the way I did
In a way, I've always been like this
I hide behind the walls of my own shame
I face myself in every single unbecoming way
I give it up
I give it up, I'm not the person I once was
I know the parts of me you plan to cover up
Lose the picture, break the wooden frame
I have come to terms that I might never be the same

[Chorus]
All this love wasted on me
It's so messed up
'Causе I know you want the best of me, but what about thе rest of me?
Praised for my mistakes
What I can't shake
Is I know you want the best for me, but that just got the best of me

[Verse 2]
I'm not good at honesty, I keep lying to myself
I call it my disease that I don't bear to ask for help
In a dream, I finally catch a pace, well
In the day, it's always flowers at a grave
I'm paranoid
I'm checking windows, looking out for who I was
I might not make it through the year, but I don't have a choice
I wish I had a choice
[Chorus]
All this love wasted on me
It's so messed up
'Cause I know you want the best of me, but what about the rest of me?
Praised for my mistakes
What I can't shake
Is I know you want the best for me, but that just got the best of me

[Instrumental Break]

[Outro]
Will I ever be happy?
Whatever the hell that means
I don't fit in the box that my body was shaped
I don't know who to be, but I know what it takes
Will I ever be happy?
Whatever the hell that means