Real Me lyrics

[Chorus:]
Goin’ through pain everyday in the field
Gotta watch for the snakes, I don’t know who to kill
L-Like I’m too deep, man this sh*t gettin’ real
I be stuck in a dream but somehow I can feel
They tryna book me for [?] and P’s
N-No I’m not bad, I’m not tryna be mean
No I’m not dissin’ and starting new beef
But it is what is, cause I’m stuck in the streets

[Verse:]
Cuts on my body like, I know that the little kids watch me
Stayin’ on feet, they be whining, “He got me”
Stayin’ in school and keep following hobbies
Look in the sky, I just hope X proud
Hope when I’m rappin’ he singing it loud
(Thinkin’ bout bro when I look at a cloud, my mouth real quiet, my mind real loud)
I just hope everyone get to see the real me
Not the one that’s just rappin’ my drills on the beats
Still missin’ my pops, I can’t wait till we meet
Got a family to feed, I can’t ‘ccept no defeat
T-Tryna lock in then pay for the fee
I’m done giving hand, I was rapping for free
W-When I was down, who had me?
I was out in the cold with a glee and a ski
(I be thinking ‘bout bro but I’m dodging the cells, I don’t know where I’m landing, I hope it ain’t hell)
I think I’m on path, only time that can tell
Couldn’t speak to the guys, I hope everything well
Fourth quarter, I gotta go out for the win
When I’m thinkin’ bout X, I be trying not to spin
I love BMW, I treat him like Kin
Jake, I gotta go out like I’m Finn
Free Rico, he took it right to the chin
Deuce-deuce let it bark and we know that it’s thin
Be ignoring the comments, can’t get on the skin
I be praying to God everytime that I sin
The cappers and fakes tryna get to my head
The b*tches and hoes tryna get to my bed
I’m chasing the money, not focused on sex
Everyone dyin’, I hope I ain’t next
[Chorus:]
Goin’ through pain everyday in the field
Gotta watch for the snakes, I don’t know who to kill
L-Like I’m too deep, man this sh*t gettin’ real
I be stuck in a dream but somehow I can feel
They tryna book me for [?] and P’s
N-No I’m not bad, I’m not tryna be mean
No I’m not dissin’ and starting new beef
But it is what is, cause I’m stuck in the streets