Why always me lyrics

Lyrics from Snippets 1 & 2

Snippet 1
Am I always the problem?
Every time I break, I'm fallin'
I see my [?] in the dust, yeah
Feeling [?] I guess I'm not enough

Why am I always t-t-t-the one to f*cking blame?
Every night feels like the same
Yeah, I'm dying in this place
Why am I always t-t-t-the one to f*cking blame?
Every night feels like the same
Yeah, I'm dying in this place

[?] in my head, but I don't talk [?]
All these people talk, but I don't–

Snippet 2
–In the dark, but I don't feel this freedom
My pain, yeah [?] take another

[?]
[?]
Yeah, I'll take [?]