Ourselves lyrics

Chorus:
All those nights we were by our ourselves
Didn't get your help
I was tryna be like someone else
Didn't know myself

V1:
Only love you if you blow up
Funny what could happen when i grow up
I remember days they showed me no love
Still errbody act Like they don't know us
I ain't do it for my hometown
Hometown
Nah all those c*cky kids always telling me to slow down
Got me taking pills numbing feeling when they go down
What's it gonna take in life so I don't take my own now
Pills on the dresser
Pain is my pleasure
Can't pass all the nights I messed up
Stuck with the pressure
Prayers to get better
Ex girl messed me up only reason cause I let her
And I don't even regret it nah
Regret it nah
Love a life that's pitiful
Pitiful
Depressants way too clinical clinical
Rather live my life invisible invisible
V2:
I remember when they doubted me
Look what I turned out to be
20 stories got me standing on the balcony
Like momma are you proud of me
Or did I go and flop like they all said I would
Did I not shed enough tears nuff blood
Funny what could happen when they say ya got potential
Just to see what happens when it get to your mental