Why Do I Keep Going Towards The Light? lyrics

[Intro: Dylan Longworth]
I wanna end me
Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me
Into the light and I’m trying to fight, I don’t wanna, my mind is against me
I wanna die, been in the darkness, I’m seeing the light
Losing my focus, losing my sight
Cause I just wanna die, yeah

[Hook: Dylan Longworth]
I wanna end me
Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me
Into the light and I’m trying to fight, I don’t wanna, my mind is against me
I wanna die, been in the darkness, I’m seeing the light
Losing my focus, losing my sight
Cause I just wanna die

[Verse: Kyo]
I just wanna die
It’s so hard to focus when this sh*t be hitting my mind
Life throw me over I feel like I’m stuck in the past, I’m behind
Pull out a .22 watch it how it fly at the back of my eyеs
Nothing can see me, I’m truly a demon, now summon me back into lifе
I thought I had skipped all the nightmares, but they were all truly alive

[Hook: Dylan Longworth]
I wanna end me
Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me
Into the light and I’m trying to fight, I don’t wanna, my mind is against me
I wanna die, been in the darkness, I’m seeing the light
Losing my focus, losing my sight
Cause I just wanna die
[Verse: Dylan Longworth]
Yeah
I’m so done with this
I ain’t in control, I ain’t even running sh*t
Thinking about how life is just a punishment
I’m gonna throw it all away and now I’m coming quick
To the end of the road, you already know
I put the gun to my head then I blow
And then I go away to the world down below
Then I wake from the nightmare that stays in my soul
I don’t wanna see another day
But I’m too busy hearing what the f*ck they gotta say
I’ve been worried all the people that around me being fake
So I’m going toward the light like a moth to a flame
I’m losing my feelings, I’m going insane
I don’t wanna move on, from the sh*t that we made
You kept pushing me under and threw me away
So I’m just gonna leave it today
Yuh

[Hook: Dylan Longworth]
I wanna end me
Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me
Into the light and I’m trying to fight, I don’t wanna, my mind is against me
I wanna die, been in the darkness, I’m seeing the light
Losing my focus, losing my sight
Cause I just wanna die