the reasons i’ve been better lyrics

I’m all in my head
I did it again
All of could’ve said
Didn’t come to mind this time
No, why
For reasons
I’ve been better
No why
I’ve been this way
Forever
Rooms a mess again
Pulling out the thread
All I could’ve said
Didn’t seem so bad
After all
I’m still glowing red
I need more friends
When I’m upset
I need someone to wish me well
No, why
For reasons
I’ve been better
No why
I’ve been this way
Forever