Mirror lyrics

I can see myself staring in the mirror
And when I reflect on all of the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger
Home cooked food, no money to eat out
Violate and I'm knocking em lights out
Think bout all the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger

Hard hit they say I'm like my papa
Ain't hard to figure out why I don't listen to my mother
I know it's wild and I need to make her smile cos
All the stressing out might have her gone forever
Damn I don't that sh*t too, but I know I'm the man I been standing on my own two
That's some sh*t she will never understand
Treat me like a boy and tell me how to be a man
I love my mama, I love my mama
To this house I ain't ever tryna bring the drama
The ting turn up, but I ain't got a crew, it's me one up
So mama, whats up
You crying to yourself, but it's a different tune
Thinking to myself is it me or is it you
She looks at me and says for all your questions here's the answer
Last week I was diagnosed with cancer

Now I'm wishing that I listened
Can't believe what I did
If it's the least you could do
Mama please believe I'm coming with you
I can see myself staring in the mirror
And when I reflect on all of the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger
Home cooked food, no money to eat out
Violate and I'm knocking em lights out
Think bout all the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger

Grown money on my wrist, eighties
But no time on my hand to make that sh*t gleam
I'm tryna do well, could blind you with the jewels
Just tryna live a little before the funeral
So big whips, buff chicks are {?}
Jealous n*ggas in my circle stay preeing
While I'm out here tryna make a killing
It's ironic mama's life still slipping
They don't know better
Now I'm thinking that I should've known better
When she was screaming don't take it out faster
Now it makes sense just a couple months after
So now the word around town
She got a belly and it's getting real round
And now I'm praying to the Father
Lord God I ain't ready to be no father

Now I'm wishing that I listened
Can't believe what I did
If it's the least you could do
Mama please believe I'm coming with you
I can see myself staring in the mirror
And when I reflect on all of the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger
Home cooked food, no money to eat out
Violate and I'm knocking em lights out
Think bout all the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger

I can see myself staring in the mirror
And when I reflect on all of the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger
Home cooked food, no money to eat out
Violate and I'm knocking em lights out
Ah yeah, and I wanna pull that trigger
Yeah, yeah, trigger, trigger, yeah
Trigger, trigger, trigger, trigger
I wanna pull it, I wanna pull it, I wanna pull it