NEED A CIG lyrics

I need a f*ckin' cig, I'm f*ckin' itchin' for it (f*ckin' itchin' for it)
I got a .40 in my pocket, finger itchin' on it (Rrah)
I've been f*cked up for so long, I don't know where it started (Baow, baow, baow, baow)
Every time I try to find my way, I get broken hearted (Grrt)
Was it trauma or the drugs? I don't know who to blame (Woo, blame)
I abuse them like myself, I'm treatin' us the same (I'm f*ckin' crazy)
I got major pain (Huh?), I'm not Major Payne (Huh?)
I just been to war and back, I'm stationed in my brain (Grrah)
Every time I'm f*ckin' happy, I just feel insane (Ah)
I can't help, I like to tote, I should've joined a gang (Grrah, grrah)
I should have joined the seals (What?)
The way I'm walkin' b*tches down and I love how it feels
I'm really f*ckin' nice when I'm off the meds
When he asks me if I'm good, I say more or less (Damn, boop)
I can't look him in the eyes, tell him how I feel (Grrah)
I just look away, don't say sh*t, just to keep it real (Okay, boop, boop)
b*tch, I'm f*ckin' crazy (Yeah), but I try my best (What?)
I've got beef inside my body, hatred in my chest (Grrah)
I've got oxy, codeine, molly, I don't f*ckin' sell (Screw you)
I be stingy with my drugs, keep it to myself (Duh, duh, duh, duh)
I just do them all alone, in my f*ckin' room (Meow)
I be bored as f*ck, so I don't know what else to do (Okay)
I need a f*ckin' cig, I'm f*ckin' itchin' for it (Itchin' for it, what?)
I got a .40 in my pocket, finger itchin' on it (Rrah)
I've been f*cked up for so long, I don't know where it started (Oh my God)
Every time I try to find my way, I get broken hearted (Grrah)
Was it trauma or the drugs? I don't know who to blame (Buh, buh, buh, buh)
I abuse them like myself, I'm treatin' us the same (What?)
I got major pain (Huh?), I'm not Major Payne (What?)
I just been to war and back, I'm stationed in my brain (Boop)
Every time I'm f*ckin' happy, I just feel insane