Diary of a Mad Man lyrics

[Intro]
Ay, twenty two, ay
Ay, just take a pill
Yeah, n*ggas like me, for real
f*ck around and be overkill
Ay, but I need him still
Ay, twenty two, ay (Meech), two, ay

[Chorus]
I don't even stress about it, I just take a pill
I hurt myself thinkin', "n*ggas was like me, for real"
p*ss me off, f*ckin' run and be all overkill
I think I wanna rob my plug but I need him still
I f*cked up when I forgot these hoes come and go
n*ggas out here bein' tough like that's gon' put you on
Been drinkin' Red for a week, yeah that b*tch Patrón
My dog in the black and purple, he gon' put me on

[Verse 1]
I'm in the hood every day like a f*ckin' trance
No dad around but that taught me how to be a man
Who the f*ck gave me sauce when I can stack a band?
Them ho-in' n*ggas don't come around thinkin' that we friends
I don't know what these b*tches on, it just puzzle me
Leave me one since forever, I'ma let you be
Wish I could talk to Lucretia, I know you proud of me
I told Ma, cut the Keno, I'm the lottery
I held it down, sis, and it took every ounce of me
Sometimes when I play with Lee I think you next to me
You can't be mad at how I move, Cree, I'm in the streets
Some memories was fadin' away, it ate me for some weeks
You probably shake your head at what I do or how I eat
Or how I chain-smoke these 'Woods and it's only me
Mama still won't let me see her pictures from the scene
It's probably best 'cause she know that I been through some things
[Chorus]
Ay, I don't even stress about it, I just take a pill
I hurt myself thinkin', "n*ggas was like me, for real"
p*ss me off, f*ckin' run and be all overkill
I think I wanna rob my plug but I need him still
I f*cked up when I forgot these hoes come and go
n*ggas out here bein' tough like that's gon' put you on
Been drinkin' Red for a week, yeah that b*tch Patrón
My dog in the black and purple, he gon' put me on

[Verse 2]
I tried to tell you but you had to learn late
You know a b*tch, whore, a week, you be havin' time to lay outside
My whole life changed when I made a grown play
I saw my whole life change when I made a grown play
How can I be down when I'm out here every day?
I got n*ggas doin' fed, but they head on straight
I done been through the worst parts, still won't break
Too many people two-faced, I feel like everybody fake
My son throw a fit, n*gga, when I leave they can't take
And so imagine how he'd be if I wasn't here to raise him
Milk gives you strong bones but the choppa bullets break 'em
How am I gon' stop, tell Apple not to make 'em?
Perc got me dozin' off, I got some more but I hate 'em
The sh*t these b*tches do for my attention, it's amazin'
Used to get so high, man, that lean drove me crazy
Loyalty is low, then b*tch, why you break it?
[Chorus]
Ay, I don't even stress about it, I just take a pill
I hurt myself thinkin', "n*ggas was like me, for real"
p*ss me off, f*ckin' run and be all overkill
I think I wanna rob my plug but I need him still
I f*cked up when I forgot these hoes come and go
n*ggas out here bein' tough, that ain't gon' put you on
Been drinkin' Red for a week, yeah that b*tch Patrón
My dog in the black and purple, he gon' put me on

[Outro]
Ay
n*ggas, like a f*ckin' trance
Ay, that taught me how to be a man
f*ck gave me sauce?
Don't come around thinkin' we be friends
Yeah, it just puzzle me
It's forever, I'ma let you be
Ay, I know you proud of me
Yeah, I'm the lottery
Ay, twenty two, ay
Ah, twenty two, ay