interlude 1 - why do i keep doing that to her lyrics

[Verse]
I feel you staring at me with your eyes, are you judging me?
Or are you trying to read inside my mind, well you couldn't see
And I couldn't breathe
Just one more cig, what my lungs really need
You want me to stay, I want you to leave
Why are you so empathetic towards me?
I know I don't deserve it, I want you to bleed
I'll be the last thing she stares at, oh yeah, it was me