beating myself up lyrics
by imar
[Verse]
I'm stranded, of course, I can't do this anymore
Can't move, I'm flat on the floor
I dreamt of being a corpse
I know I'm a poser, I just have no friends
I'll be the laughing stock again
My misery ends in one more breath
I know I'm a monster, I live with so much guilt
Am I the reason you got killed? In your deathbed watch your blood spill
I'm a horrible boyfriend
Your mother's worst nightmare
I should be dead, but I'm still there
Oh no, no, no, electric chair