im still f*cking here lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah

[Verse 1]
Uh, I miss the way that forever used to look like
Get high, lay in bed, let the day fade away
You used to treat me like you really gave a f*ck, that was nice
I couldn't take it back if I wanted, I'm just saying
Miss the way that forever used to feel like
Wonder why I'm over here, wonder why I ran away
You used to treat me like you really gave a f*ck, that was nice
I wanna change the past, but you're never gonna stay
And you don't gotta cross that line
Your demons took 'em all like they mine, and it's clear

[Pre-Chorus]
It's been one hell of a year, and I'm still f*cking here
You're holding back your tears 'cause your lashes took forever
Can you teach me how to love and show me how to die?
Forever isn't real, forever is a lie

[Chorus]
I'm still alive
I'm still f*cking here
I'm still alive
And I'm still f*cking here
I'm still here
If you need me, I'm still here
[Post-Chorus]
I'm still here (I'm still here)
Yeah
Yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah

[Verse 2]
I miss the way that forever used to look like
Get high, lay in bed, let the day fade away
You used to treat me like you really gave a f*ck, that was nice
I couldn't take it back if I wanted, I'm just saying
Miss the way that forever used to feel like
Wonder why I'm over here, wonder why I ran away
You used to treat me like you really gave a f*ck, that was nice
I wanna change the past, but you're never gonna stay (But you're never gonna stay)
(But you're never gonna stay, p*ss off)
But you're never gonna stay

[Outro]
It's been one hell of a year, and I'm still f*cking here
You're holding back your tears 'cause your lashes took forever
Forever