Gone For A While lyrics

Damn I been gone for awhile struggling trying to find my way in this life
Caught in denial trying to take what it what
I been hurt I been Hurt too many times f*cking hurt
b*tches hurt and they lie why they cry why they lie
Why they try f*cking lie f*cking why f*cking why
I been dying I been dying all the time all the time
That I spent with her didn't mean anything ment to her
Shawty want to f*ck me want to f*ck with her
No I am trying did even wanna f*ck with her so I
Take the drugs and I take the pain got to take the blame
There so many women I been f*cking sinning in my mind
They be f*cking wining