Relapse lyrics
by Anna Clendening
[Intro]
Yeah
[Verse 1]
In a room full people
I still feel totally alone
I'm in the back, left corner, by the bar
I'm stressin', textin' on my phone
My friends think that I need a drink, but I don't drink anymore
I'm searching for the door
The last time I got drunk
I wound up passed out on the bathroom floor
Wasted, sh*tfaced it
I wasted too much time
Trying to numb the pain, feel nothing and ease my mind
I spent two years of tuition in college, but I lost it
My ambition, it went missin'
So I (started drinking)
[Pre-Chorus]
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me)
(Woo!)
[Chorus]
(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Haha, f*ck that
[Verse 2]
I was self-medicated
Heavily sedated
Understated that I hated every last part of who I was, who I was
Or who I'd become
I was numb, I was dumb
I was foolish, I was young
Took me two whole f*cking years to get back where I started from
The bottom of a bottle
Straight up to a role model
Well I refuse, I refuse to lose it all (now)
[Pre-Chorus]
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me)
(Woo!)
[Chorus]
(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Haha, f*ck that
(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Nah, I'm good
[Outro]
I found solace
Starin' soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace
Starin' soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace
Starin' soul-less
At the bottom