In a room full of people
I still feel totally alone
I'm in the back, left, corner by the bar
I'm stressing, texting on my phone
My friends think that I need a drink
But I don't drink anymore
I'm searching for the door
The last time I got drunk
I would up passed out on the bathroom floor
Wasted, sh*tfaceded
I wasted too much time
Trying to numb a pain
Feel nothing and ease my mind
I spend two years of tuition in college
But I lost my ambition
It went missing, so I:
Started drinking
[Bridge]
I lost myself
(not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me)
[Chorus]
(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Haha, f*ck that
[Verse 2]
I was self medicated, heavily sedated
Understand that I hated every last part of who I was
Who I was, or who I'd become
I was numb, I was dumb
I was foolish, I was young
Took me two whole f*cking years
To get back where I started from
From the bottle of a bottle
Straight up to a role model
Well I refuse, I refuse
To lose it all
[Bridge]
I lost myself
(not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me)
[Chorus]
(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Haha, f*ck that
(Relapse, relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse, relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse, relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse, relapse)
Nah, I'm good
[Verse 3]
I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle