Belligerent lyrics

I lose little sleep, it's sad but true
Drowning in unhappiness, it's nothing new
Anger now comes easily and frequently
Replacing who I used to be with someone weak

I wait patiently for clarity
Anxiously I count my time with no relief

So I mold grief into madness
Release all my pain and my sadness
Quick fix, an explosive reaction
Making a mess with the way that I've acted

I don't know when it all began
I had a bigger heart when I was a younger man
Still I deny, I have any anger issues
Still I deny, chances are I'll probably f*cking lose it

I lose little sleep, it's sad but true
Drowning in unhappiness, f*ck you
Frustration it never ends

If you f*cks could just f*ck off and die please
I think I might finally be happy
I know this isn't healthy
I never asked you to help me
Maybe you are the cause of this
Years of people walking up and down my nerves
But you think I should let you in
Just so you, so you can f*ck me one more time

The world made me like this
Sad part is I couldn't care less, b*tch
So f*cking move!