The Guilty Dog (Old Version) lyrics

[Intro/Verse]
Lonely am I
Though I try to look otherwise
Laugh or smile
Disguise, or rather hide the
The insecurities I feed
You ask
Why mask
What is really going on with me?

[Breakdown]
Why should you care?

[Verse 2]
And I remember thinking to myself
"God if you're up there send me down
Someone who gives a f*ck"
It's hard living, it's hard times in my mind
Doubt everything around me yet I say
"You're not fine"
I tell myself
"You're not right"

[Verse 3]
It's insane the things I wish that I had felt
Like the piercing sting of a father's belt
Because tough love is still love
Love's tough, I know this much
But I'll tell you right now motherf*cks
Life's harder when you got none
[Breakdown 2]
sh*t!
And yet still I try

[Hook]
They say the guilty dog barks first
And I've been barking til' my f*cking throat hurts
And this is it, the guilty dog barks first
Well I've been barking til' my f*cking throat hurts

[Outro]
And I shout out all of these dealings
In the hopes that somebodies listening
For ten years I've tried
To escape what makes me, me
Someone listen, that is all I ever wanted for years