Change Despair lyrics

Everything that I've done here into one in keeping with
Some earned conviction, some stagnation, some change despair
Disappointed and odds
In a costume you can't take off
Leave it behind
I know that this time I get in for free

Our latest rendition lame
Reincarnate, return the same
Still the best times are here now
Now that I'm bored, now that I'm numb
Done, I know this is wrong
Safe in that stance but incomplete
I leave it behind
I know that this time I get in for free

Some of it's habitual
Some of it's predictable
Sometimes the change is not enough
And in the lost empathy
Memories of better days