Survivor’s Guilt lyrics

expectations weigh on me
to satisfy these endless needs
and I don't care, and I don't know why
maybe I'm no good inside
I don't care and I don't know why
maybe I'm no good inside
all this wasted time
to see your f*cked up life become mine

and all these thoughts just won't be still
I bless my habit, pray to pills
cause I cant be part of your life
until I know how to die
I cant be part of your life
until I know how to die
all this wasted time
to see your f*cked up life become mine

fake flowers begin to wilt
in this house my heart had built
to keep me far away from us
I know I'm not brave enough
keep me far away from us
I'll never be brave enough
all this wasted time
to see your f*cked up life become mine